Monday, 27 September 2010

  • /day 1/35--Thinspo

    Today was pretty decent other than the fact that i didnt go to class or do as much homeweek as i should have but im tired as hell.art  All i really did was sleep in, go to work, take an online quiz, and go to the gym. Kind of a dull day. But a good start to my 35 day plan to halloween!

    (Intake)

    2 cups of coffee, special k fruit crisps, reduced fat cheese its, 6 slices of turkey, tomatos w/ feta and dressing = 640 calories

    (Outtake)

    10 minute run on treadmill, 40 minutes on arc trainer, abs, legs = -670 calories

    (Total for the day)

    -30 calories

    (Thinspo)

     

     

Sunday, 26 September 2010

  • Months and months

    So I havent been on this things in months because i wanted to take some time away from it and see how it went. well it did go good at first but now im starting to get lazy and gain back the 22lbs that i lost. I am back for now and hope you ladies are just as supportive as i remember :)

    This site has changed so much since ive been gone...its like facebook now. weird.

    Anyways..Every day i wish to post an intake and outake..a brief summary of my day..struggles and positives of my life..and finally THINSPO!

    Id like to be lookin fine for halloween so i am going to use that as goal for now instead of a number in lbs.

     

    (THINSPO)

     

     

Saturday, 03 July 2010

  • i have an important question for you all..

    ok i have never done any type of fast before i was thinking of doing a liquid fast sometime soon and i know a lot of you all do but i know nothing about fasting. so my question is, when liquid fasting what do i need to do? like how long is a good amount of time to do it? what guidelines do i need to follow? what are the basics of when you all fast?

    also if you could rec this so as many people as possible read it so i can get more opinions that would be great. thanks yall!

    (in)

    strawberries (25)

    chicken (180)

    non fat caramel latte (100)

    tomatos and cheese (150)

    (out)

    tba

    (thinspo)

     

Friday, 02 July 2010

  • Shit

    this is not intended to be one of those negative i hate myself posts but today was complete shit. i cant stop beating myself up over and crying over stupid boys/anxiety/depression/school/eating problems. and i started smoking again. great! well i shall update tomorrow morning with hopefully a better and more upbeat post when i wake up.

    good night lovely ladies and stay strong

Thursday, 01 July 2010

  • What Do You Want With Yourself?

    What do you want to be by the end of you goals? I dont want to be frail and fragile. Im not aiming to be a twig. I have the image in my head and I will not stop until I see the image in the mirror.

    I want to be sexy

    I want to fit into single digit jeans

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    I want to to wear a tight dress without fat hanging out all over the place

    I want to be comfortable in a bathing suit

    I want to work out in a sports bra and no shirt

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    I want to be comfortable wearing no clothes around my guy

    thinspo,back,butt,legs

    I want thighs that dont jiggle or touch when I run

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    I want to confidently wear leggings

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    I want a guy to be able to pick me up again

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    I just want to be skinny again

    -in-

    strawberries (35)

    yogurt (100)

    -out-

    elliptical (-250)

    5 miles walk in park with friend later..ill update with calories burned!